and kelly is indeed sleeping! she has school tomorrow and i have none. lol. 

i like to think that i'm an inpenetrable wall! you can poke me but not pierce through me. YEAH sounds good.

anyway kelly's a really great girl! we had loads of fun playing webcam lol and taking photos. gotta love her :) hehehehhheh and we're gonna meet on friday again for stupid bsp meeting which i seriously think will not end up in a fish farm, much less zouk.

GRACE if you're reading this, i'm currently having an extremely emo moment. BUT you'e asleep. can we like plan and choose when we're gonna emo so that it's so much easier? 

i need money and more clothes and more bags and maybe more shoes. oh i forgot, and a wallet too, and possibly a new pair of jeans.

i'm supposed to read that? okay sounds retarded and boring but i shall read it lol!

spent my morning and early afternoon with mummy. ahhh I LOVE YOU MUMMY. i must be a fillial daughter when i grow up.  and now, i must stop making my parents worry by staying at home with them. and when i go to perth i shall webcam them everynight. sounds horny hahahahah.

in the afternoon, becky tingyu dorlisa ruiqi and i played badminton! tingyu deserted us for SQUASH. wth tingyu! but it's okay cuz we only need four for doubles! tingyu you're not very wanted LOL. 

tomorrow there's mother's day celebration grrrr so i cant go for dance night. grace is sick anyway tsktsktsk.

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being distraught sucks, and knowing that you're distraught is worse. LOL.

but anyway i'm trying to look at the brighter side of life, cuz there is so much to live for. and i really do believe that i will get out of this shithole one day.

i have friends who truly care for me. and i'm SO thankful for that, even though sometimes i dont feel like talking to anything that's alive. hey friends if you're reading this, thanks for listening to my rants, for your constant reassurances and patience. i love you all <3! if any of you should ever need a shoulder to cry on, or someone to cry to, call me anytime! i wont need to go to school the next day and if i'm in school, it doesn't matter. LOL.

this is totally random, but the internet rocks!!!!